Oh, My Dear Blogger!
A lot of things changed since 2001.
I have met somebody new exiting and different ( soo different!)
I have fallen in love,
I have lost my mind,
I have lost my temper,
I have found a house,
I had a child,
I have become a helpless child again,
I needed help,
and my friends came,
and my brother helped,
and my mother was here too.

My mother is a giant.

I am a mother now.
Very, very worried mother I am.
I will have to go back to work soon, and I really do not want to.
Need money. A lot of it.
I am the kind of mother that wants to stay with her baby all day.
I would like to have another baby too.

Renovations in my house are not finished yet.

Father of my baby is a bit strange I think.
Naive to the point of arrogance I was thinking that we would reconcile our differences. He does not come to see us now.
His pride and fear is bigger than love for his firstborn son.
That is why I think he is a strange man.
I feel for him but I do not think I will ever be able to understand him.
He thinks that I am point blank crazy.
He is not visiting us anymore.
Maybe it is better that way.

I am soo busy and worried again
My website is not ready,
My taxes are not done.
I need to rent part of my house. People who are coming are rather scary looking toothless and smoking heavily rottweiler owning welfare recipients. They come and letting me know that they do not have any other landlord references because they have been living with theirs mother till now although they look forty.
My ife is a big sitcom.
I just do not feel like laughing when I scared too much.
To the next time
Your hick.